1st day back at it

It wasn't so bad. Or so I thought. Today wore on me much more quickly than I thought it would. 8 good 10 good 1 good 3 uh oh 4 oh my 530 squalling mess. 

So my question, how do I change it? I focus on making sure my kids have every opportunity, every chance in life. I push them until we bleed to do more & be more than I ever could. So how do I change my own fate? How do I make my life better? 

My question, my prayer.

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